I keep it simple

In case you missed it, you can read last week's post here.

I am not feeling well, the grief eating is catching up with me, processed food, bread, and sugary shite I don't normally eat. I know it makes sense, but it's not really serving me. My body aches, my emotions are raw.

I met up with more lovely friends for more cake though. Soon, I will make some changes but not quite yet. 

However, this is the week I start drawing again. Out of necessity - a way to communicate what I can't speak or think about. I keep it simple. 

You can read next week's post here.

Waiting (again)

I am back dating these posts more often than I like and the tuesday studio video visits fell by the wayside long ago. I didn't even try to sell you anything this year. 

I am letting it all slide and fall away as my energy is spent on living and laying down the first two bricks of the foundation in the hierarchy of needs. Again. 

I had a good dream last night, one of the special - true to life, lucid dreams, filled with symbolism and allure. I made a great cup of coffee this morning and I sang a made up song at the kitchen counter while looking up at the skeleton trees. 

Not bad at all. 

I completed some chores and I thought about ancient times. I listened to a familiar voice with his vulnerability vibrating down the line - a character actor singing about nothing. Perfectly. 

I meditated. 

I don't mind waiting.