I am wearing the worst jeans on the planet. You will never see me in public in these jeans. I can't even look at myself in the mirror. I will donate these awful things soon.
I am recovering from being ill this week. You know what that does to my mind... it runs roughshod over me highlighting every fear, weakness, and every regret and mistake I have ever made. Such a bullshit thing for my brain to do when I am already down.
I watch a replay of World News Tonight with David Muir and then think "well, that wasn't good for my immune system." I turn to social media for a break where I am then sold a million optimisations for my kind of brain alongside celebrity gossip and random shit for the outraged and perimenopausal.
How's your week going? I painted a picture of my inflamed lungs but you aren't going to see it - just like these fucking hideous jeans...
I love you. I miss you.
Friday, September 18, 2026
My lungs are sad
Labels:
Autumn,
brain,
Express,
Funny,
Illness,
Jeans,
Kindness,
Letter home,
Lungs,
Metal,
News,
painting,
Rant,
Social Media,
TCM,
Write
Friday, September 11, 2026
I remember it all
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| studio morning |
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| Weathered Mixed Media on Canvas 10 x 10 cm (3.94 x 3.94 in) © 2024 Megan Chapman Sold |
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| The Storm Mixed Media on Canvas 6.5 x 12.5 cm (2.56 x 4.92 in) © 2024 Megan Chapman |
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| Fielding Mixed Media on Canvas 13.99 x 11 cm (5.51 x 4.33 in) © 2024 Megan Chapman |
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| Departure Mixed Media on Canvas 15 x 15.5 cm (5.91 x 6.1 in) © 2024 Megan Chapman |
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| Aground Mixed Media on Canvas 8.89 x 12.5 cm © 2024 Megan Chapman |
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| A coldness Mixed Media on Canvas 12.7 x 12.7 cm (5.0 x 5.0 in) © 2024 Megan Chapman |
This week was pretty full on and I am weary. Until next week, enjoy the September Series and keep fighting.
Friday, September 4, 2026
Weathered
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| And then there were five |
Some of you lovely readers may have also noticed that during the past week (partially fuelled by the Interpol's new music, I'm sure) that I launched a new wee project and have been communicating more on my social media channels than usual in response.
In other words, it's September and it's all kicking off.
If you haven't already seen it, let me introduce you to Megan Chapman's Postbox Originals: Accessible art through your letterbox. A curated series of small original paintings on rough edged canvas embracing the worn, beautifully broken, and silent.
This month's series in celebration of my 12 years in Scotland is geared towards my UK collectors old and new and is called, "Weathered" and features six small works. Each original painting on unstretched canvas is £55 and that includes p&p with insurance and tracking. The title piece of the series sold straight away to a lovely repeat collector here in Scotland.
Think of this series and project as a reintroduction, a thank you, and a statement in alignment with my values and desires for my art and community. I have missed this and you.
If you don't already follow me on the socials give me a follow and you can see how I have been writing about this series each day on Instagram or Facebook. This work is all I am going to focus on this month. You can view and purchase the series here.
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| Fielding mixed media on unstretched canvas 13.99 x 11 cm (5.51 x 4.33 in) © 2024 Megan Chapman |
Thanks for stopping by the Friday Studio Blog and for your continued support.
Let's keep fighting.
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